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Finally..

2011-06-22T00:22:00.000+08:00

21 June 2011
I found out this.
B4 the relationship post.
2.30am in the morning.

I just heard a loud sound of glass breaking ^^
and i realise that is my heart.
While seeing the truth,
this song just played in the moment i saw.

What should I do?

假如我们只做7天的情侣

2011-01-08T00:57:00.001+08:00

第一天。

我想你带我去那里。你曾经读过的学校，吃过的好吃的小吃店，曾常常光顾的小商店。

你会牵着我，告诉我你曾经快乐的点滴，让我看到我不曾出现的年岁里，你成长的足迹。

或许还会碰到你的老师。当你和他们打招呼的时候，我会站在一旁微笑，还带着羞涩。

今天特别开心，因为第一次，我们一整天都在一起。

第二天。

我会早上叫你起床，带着给你买的早餐去车站等你。

虽然我不常去游乐园，但还是希望和你一起去玩一次。

因为有你在，我想尝试最刺激的东西。

在玩惊险游戏的时候抓着你的手，放声尖叫。回到地面时还要故作正经的说我一点事都没有。希望那时候你不会介意手上的抓痕。

你会给我买冰淇淋，买棉花糖。带我做摩天轮，把我像个孩子一样宠。

回来的路上，一人一只耳机听着歌，我会在你怀里睡着。

第三天。

去图书馆呆一天。

各自捧本书，给对方看好玩的故事，优美的句子，交流书中带给自己的震撼和感动。

一起去吃饭。

回来后我趴在桌上午睡，可能会没形象地流口水。希望你不要介意，小小嘲笑我一下就好。不然小心我咬你。

刚醒的时候我会犯迷糊，傻乎乎的。但一定会很开心，因为一睁眼就见到了你。

第四天。

去一个很近的我们都没有去过的城市。最好是个古镇。

能和爱的人一起去旅游一直是我的梦想。

我们彼此依靠，在那个美丽的地方。

你会给我拍漂亮的照片。

买些小玩意儿送给我。一些不贵，却很有特色的东西。

第五天。

去你家。

我给你做饭。一定很难吃，但是如果你报怨的话就换你做。吃完后还要你洗碗。

一起趴在地板上看书，听音乐。

还可以窝在沙发上看一部电影。

一定不要是深沉的，因为我太肤浅看不懂。最好是喜剧，我一定会笑得肚子疼。

第六天。

和朋友们聚会，吃饭。

饭后压马路，逛街。

一起去照大头贴。虽然我照相很难看，也想留有和你的合影。

我会留意那些成对的小饰品。看到可爱的，或者漂亮的，买下来。你一个，我一个。我一定会好好留着。以后常拿出来看看。

就把它当作你。

第七天。

最后一天。

让你过你想过的一天。

陪你自习，看你唱歌。

我就安静的在旁边呆着，能让我想象以后见不到你的时候你都在干什么。

或许我会突然就流泪了，因为我特别情绪化。如果你抱抱我，摸摸我的头，我马上就会好起来，不让你也觉得难过。

或许我会一个人在旁边傻乐。那是因为我想到了什么好玩的事，或是看到了你什么奇怪的表情。如果你能被我的笑容感染，也笑起来。我会更开心。

最后，

终于要分别了。

我会要你给我最后一个拥抱。

然后让你离开。

我会看着你直到看不见，会记住你的背影。

可惜那只是假如。。

可惜我们一天都不是。。

Just A Dream

2010-12-06T04:43:00.003+08:00

Let me tell you ’bout a girl who changed my life
She’s a triple threat and she’s just my type
Voice of a goddess,
can dance to this flow,
she be turnin’ heads everywhere that she goes

She’s my Ipod, I got her on REPLAY
I LOVE THE WAY SHE LIES and she’s making me wanna say
the DJ GOT US FALLIN’ IN LOVE
We like DYNAMITE, and I just can’t get enough

What goes up must come down
now baby your not around
I’m layin’ all alone in the middle of the night

but she say she want to be Lesbian..
And I know she's just a dream to me.

-

2010-11-27T22:04:00.001+08:00

有时，狮子的自卑感，会让他/她感觉到自己配不上任何人，对于越是喜欢的对象，越是会自惭形秽，裹足不前..狮子在和爱人分手后，不会要生要死，只会嬉笑怒骂，变得更加“开朗”，表现总是让人怀疑他/她投入在这段感情的深浅，以及付出；只有那些知道背后真相的人才能看见他/她背后的眼泪、努力与付出。如果你"有幸"看到狮子座的泪水的话,那么你要知道:他/她不是在博取你的同情！而是内心高傲的不得已，控制不了自己的情绪。

A Beautiful Nightmare

2010-11-14T00:35:00.002+08:00

A Beautiful Nightmare

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream~

2010-11-06T17:13:00.002+08:00

蜘蛛：能坐享其成，靠的就是那张关系网。
虾：大红之日，便是大悲之时。
天秤：谁多给一点，就偏向谁。
瀑布：因居高临下，才口若悬河。
锯子：伶牙俐齿，专做离间行为。
核桃：没有华丽的外表，却有充实的大脑。
花瓶：外表再漂亮，也掩不住内心的空虚。

Discover the Reality Experiences Are Magic

2010-11-04T03:56:00.003+08:00

笑只是一个表情，与快乐无关

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reaching for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now

有時候，我會累會想停下來，去觀望路邊的風景，

有時候，我會為自己找一個藉口，讓自己停留； ,

我想為自己找一個藉口，一個讓自己停下來的藉口…

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Just moved my Cheras stuff from 7th floor to 27th floor.
Some small renovation and maintenance on 2nd day when we moved in.
Tired..
But.. Cant sleep..

One,You're like a dream come true
Two, just wanna be with you
Three, girl it's plain to see that you're the only one for me
Four, repeat steps one tru three
Five, make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done
Then I'll start back at one

I want to know what love is

2010-11-04T03:35:00.002+08:00

Foreigner<-- original version and it still the best version for me :3
Maybe i should introduce some songs everyday @@

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Had a dream last night, and woke up with a smile..
coz.. the dream so funny XD
i dreamt that i talked to ur mom @@
and i confidence her to listen to u. really LOL~
But well, actually decided to share this with u,
but after saw something, decided not to.

Waiting for whole night,
and wait for nothing.
Stupid..

Stressful

2010-10-26T03:53:00.002+08:00

So suddenly i felt myself very stressful.
Even i finished my exam, having sem break, chilling at home.
But there is still a lot of problem here and there.
Family probs, school probs, rent probs, fren probs.
Maybe it's not necessary for me to think or care so much,
but sometimes i easily to do that.

All this year all i do is act dunno, quiet when being tease by frens,
although sometimes i felt offended, but i just use "lol" to bring over.
One of my Iran friend told me:
-My dear friend Teddy, a person who is always happppppppppppy and he never forget to smile.
-Teddy you're always happy, when I see you I get positive energy.
a lot of friends say that you never forget to smile.

I'm not good in showing my true identity did i?
Happy when facing people,
Sad when facing myself.

Since when i can take off my mask?
OR..
Since when i put on my mask again?

Is it i don't have a listener beside me when i need one?
Is it i don't trust anyone since the previous shit happened?
Maybe i had one, but is she?
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Secret - One Republic
Tell me what you want to hear
Something that'll like those ears
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time
Don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm Gonna give all my secrets away

Fatal Error

2010-10-25T11:47:00.000+08:00

Rock And Roll

Beauty and the Beast

2010-10-24T03:45:00.000+08:00

Tale as old as time
True as it can be
Barely even friends
THEN somebody bends
Unexpectedly

Just a little change
Small, to say the least
Both a little scared
Neither one prepared
Beauty and the Beast

Ever just the same
Ever a surprise
Ever as before
Ever just as sure
As the sun will rise (tmes 2)

Tale as old as time
Tune as old as song
Bittersweet and strange
Finding you can change
Learning you were wrong

Certain as the sun
Rising in the east
Tale as old as time
Song as old as rhyme
Beauty and the beast.
Tale as old as time
Song as old as rhyme
Beauty and the beast.

Beauty and the beast

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其实在买那音乐盒之前，
我考虑了蛮久，
过后为了不让自己后悔，
买了下来。

可。。
那么多种音乐，
怎选？。。
哈。。
可能觉得自己就是个野兽吧。。XD

折了纸星星，
贴满上星星，
也头痛很久怎把音乐盒挤进去。。
快完成时，却忘了我不会包礼物@@
算呗~
省钱~

Beauty and the Beast

Too Much Heaven

2010-10-24T02:53:00.002+08:00

One of my favourite songs~
I fall in love with this song when i was a kid.
Although don't know the lyric, but the song bring me a lot of feeling and passion bout love.
The lyric is meaningful too,

Nobody gets too much heaven no more
It's much harder to come by
I'm waiting in line
Nobody gets too much love anymore
It's as high as a mountain
And harder to climb

Love is such a beautiful thing
You make my world a summer day
Are you just a dream to fade away

Yeah.. maybe it just a dream..

Human is like this

2010-10-22T02:58:00.001+08:00

Human is like this

Well well,
This is another Grass Story again~
Lil' Grass felt himself like a stupid.
thought he can be a star too~
everything he did is just JEALOUS~

PLEASE　tell me what to do~~

Dating~~♥♥

2010-10-22T01:57:00.002+08:00

Today i went to a dating.
We chat a lot, share secrets,do some commitments, planning a trip. @@
The location is nice, 2nd floor, beside window and without mirror, so natural~
"spanar" a lot of latest news~
Suddenly i felt im in love~
Long time don't have a chance to date like this XD

Well, Thx to Dustin GO~ Kathy Kee~ Bryan Lee~ Huat Huat~~
PRANKed? opss... XD

A little pain

2010-10-19T05:22:00.003+08:00

Travel to the moon
You're asleep, as you work out your dreams
There's no one here
While the light of the stars toys with me

In order to become strong
I have to remember how to smile
If we're together, I can do it

Realize that...
I'm here waiting for you
Even if the future is different from now
I'm here waiting for you
I keep on shouting
I'm sure all I have to do
Is pull in the thread that connects our hearts
So the person I was back then
Would open her eyes
No need to cry

Travel in silence
I can reach you if I stretch out my hands
The only memory I have of you
Is so far away

I can hear your voice
If I close my eyes
Even a little pain
Would be nice

Look at me
I'm here waiting for you
Even if you get lost, blown away by the wind
I'm here waiting for you
I look up at the sky
I was protecting my heart
With outstretched hands
Until the person you were back then
Looked back
No need to cry

(Feel something, feel nothing
Listen closely, listen closely)
Wide open ears
Disarm the dream tickler
In the constant moment
(You will find me where it's quiet
Listen closely, listen closely)
Let the blood flow
Through all the spaces
Of the universe

A little Pain

Basic Class

2010-10-16T17:02:00.007+08:00

Today im gonna write about the revolution in dance club ~~
Last time is sux like hell,
and now 4 of us changing it~

Here is some pics during one of our class~

The guy who look toward the camera while teaching the choreo is Shawn~
Er... Dance that he know: Any types of Hip Hop, Locking, Popping, Breaking

And the guy who sitting on the blue chair, Advent~
Popping, animation, Usher style, choreographer

And the girl who face backward to the camera: Joslyn
Who willing to help teach and choreo when free,
Dance: sexy dance, waving

Due to renovation on our dance studio, we move to Auditorium ( where the students alway have their lecturer class there) and dance on the stage-.-
So it's almost look like a audition for dance competition if u sit on bottom @@

And so fastly, last thursday can count as our last class for this sem.
Photo photo~~

Group Photo (this is just part of the students)
And the blue shirt guy, Bboy Fai
Dance: bboy (for me he had the best feel and style among my school bboys)

The blur guy that move when camera capturing, Char Jun
Dance: beginner bboy, quite potential actually

Our Students In the class
As u can see, there is few boys and lot girls XD
oh ya, we got international students too!
From Iran, Nigeria, China, Indonesia

Dance Floor

Shawn: Am i pretty?
Aaron: yes~ XD

Discussion after the class

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4 of the instructors of the class

Shawn
From: Johor Bharu
Dance: Any Hip Hop, Popping, Locking, Breaking

Teddy, lol me lar..
From: Klang Selangor
Dance: er.. duno-.-

Aaron
From: Melaka, current stay in Puchong
Dance: Puppet, Robot, Wave, Miming, Martial Art Dance

Michelle
From: Sabah
Dance: New Jazz, Hip Hop, Krump, Popping, Locking, Breaking

Well, there's other friends that support us~

~Freeze~

Saleh
From: Yemen
Dance: King Tut, Krump, Breaking

Jestyne
From: Johor Bharu
Dance: Sexy Dance, Cheer

Cassandra
From: KL
Dance: Sexy Dance, Cheer

Yise Yan
From: Teluk Intan, Perak
Dance: Korean Style Hip Hop

The Fishy Family
Shawn: Clown Fish(Nemo)
Saleh : Dolly from Finding Nemo
Cassandra: Lantern Fish
Aaron: Puffer Fish
Jestyne: Eal Fish
Michelle: Piranha!!
Teddy: Squidward from Spongebob

We are the seniors of the dance club, quite old liao T__T
And we teach the class for free XD
There is still a lot seniors and juniors are not in the photos.
Next time i will post it when got chance~

And Happy Belated Birthday to Xian Xian~
Hope u like the present XD

Oh ya, what happened if my finger thumb print is different with the past? @@

一根草

2010-10-08T22:17:00.003+08:00

星星是看不到一根草的

Advertising Assignment

2010-09-29T03:05:00.002+08:00

Phew..
New Sem, New Course, New Friends, New Assignment..
Below is one of my subject's 2nd assignment.
We were actually told to do a proposal/intro to our fudge(chocolate 软糖) business.
And my china groupmate drew this 2 cute picture ^^Y

<--- Shop Logo -.-
<--- Fudge Packaging

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XD... photo captured by me~

Oh ya..
Today we taught the basic class for 2nd weeks,
and i hope the students really can learn something from it.
Hope this revolution will success in future..

And U,
fast recover from sick.

雨后的一席

2010-09-27T02:20:00.002+08:00

有一人，
在一次雨天刚停的晚上，
带着一个病人去吃晚饭，
期间对这位病人说了很多话，
而却让他领悟了很多，
也从她身上学了很多东西。
听君一席言，胜读十年书，
病人从当天那一餐，
改变得更多。

如今，
病人正在跟随那人的脚步，
磨练自己。。

谢谢你。。
病人不会占你便宜的。

你不知道的事

2010-09-27T02:12:00.002+08:00

蝴蝶擦几次眼睛 才学会飞行 
夜空洒满了星星 但几颗会落地  
我飞行 当你坠落之际 
很靠近 还听见呼吸 
对不起 我却没捉紧你  
你不知道我为什么离开你 
我解释不能说放任你哭泣 
你的泪滴想倾盆大雨 碎落满地 在心里惊醒  
你不知道我为什么很小心
可现在你看不见的高空里 多的是 你不知道的事

To impress~

2010-09-13T01:45:00.000+08:00

To impress her.

I've learned to hear classical piano music.

To impress her.

I've learned to dance.

To impress her.

I've learned to be a better man.

To impress her.

I've learned to sacrifice.

To impress her.

I've learned to let go.

To impress her.

I've learned to free myself from my own tormented room.

To impress her.

I've learned to protect.

To impress Her.

I want to be Perfect.

Originated By Ting Song

Did i Hate U?

2010-09-03T02:16:00.002+08:00

我是不是开始恨你了？
还是我太自私？

我觉得我好笨，
真的很笨。

毕竟是两个不同世界的人，
只是刚好在交叉路口碰上了，
过了些日子还是各走各。

可惜的是，
我既然站在这路口，
你却往前走。
头也不回，
潇洒地走。

离开也好，
不该那么笨的。
there is nothing on you baby~

那为什么我还在期待？
朋友，告诉我，
我该怎么办？

可能你的出现，
只是我生命中的安慰奖吧。。

昏君

2010-08-24T02:33:00.002+08:00

一个无能的领导人，
加上两个奸臣，
把整百余人的组给垮下了。

如，昏君当立，忠言逆耳，
忠臣被害，
尚失人心，军心，民心
此王朝定必灭之。

从前，有一人当了官，
区区几品官，看这衰弱的朝廷，
打算坚守扶朝。
日接一日，朝中臣子人来人散。
这位当了官的老兄也心淡了。
朝中知己不是走了，就是辞了不干。
臣子们一代换一代。
新的代替旧的，
虽然看起来是越来越起劲，王朝越来越强大，
其实气势已尽，越不堪风雨所袭。

记得某时，这位当了官的老兄，
顿时找到了许多知己，
跟随者也越来越多。
可，老兄与他的党羽们站在了不理朝政却又脱不了领导属下的责任。
真是左右为难啊。

今天，其中最想扶朝的臣子，
却因奸人所害，
把他降了职，夺其权，抢其愿，灭其心。
这岂不引起人神共愤？

罢了，罢了。
昏君不悔之，奸臣不除之，
还不如谢了其官，革了其职，
寻找明主而去呗。。

哀哉。。痛哉。。

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此乃真人真事，
指不过在下以王朝版来拐弯抹角其中所要表达之含义。

生日

2010-08-07T02:23:00.002+08:00

自从我懂事以来，
就再也没有庆祝自己的生日。
无形中产生了很多不满，妒忌。
但又真真切切祝福身边每个朋友不会像我那样过生日。

5/8/2010
都已经三点了，
我却睡不着觉。
突然想起以前生日的事情，
眼睛红了起来。
不知不觉，睡了下去。。

9.30~11AM
和Aaron,Jestyne and Saleh去吃点心~
吃得胀得可以，价钱也蛮合理，
算是慰劳自己吧。。
不过警告了他们，不要搞花样，不然我反面。。 -。-“
本来Aaron和Saleh都不知道我生日，却因为Jest<--。。

11.~2PM(跟Aaron去cc)
Ashey本来要给我surprise,but then却给Aaron讲出来-。-
不过她特地请我喝苹果汽水,lol~~
cute girl :3

3~6PM
等一个笨蛋，等到睡着了。

6PM
woke up~
sms "??" 给那个笨蛋。=。=

6PM~8PM
还在等那个笨蛋中。。
逛了学校，去了每间练琴房找她。（不在）

8PM
Disappoint jor~ FFK so many hours-.-
Finally,笨蛋出现了-。-
那个笨蛋拉着我去secret recipe买了一片蛋糕。
一根蜡烛，两个叉，一个打火机。

笨蛋:Even我点蜡烛烧伤我自己，你都要吹蜡烛(我也想吹阿，可是我很怕阿）
笨蛋：一定要吃完。（不然咧-。-这个是我的第一个蛋糕来的==”）
笨蛋：我帮你庆祝。（真的很怕啦）
笨蛋：来，给你一个抱抱。（o.0? 欠着我先，下次吧XD)

现在还真的很后悔。。
没能一起吃那片蛋糕。。

带着蛋糕，走了下车，
忍~~~
我一定要忍~~~
到了家，

蛋糕好寂寞哦。。

哭了。。

我：U-turn回来~~T_____T
笨蛋：我到家了-。-
我：蛋糕好寂寞啊~回来~我后悔了~~
（没可能吧。。她还有事情做的。。）

♫♪生日快乐，我对自己说~
蜡烛点了，寂寞亮了。。♫♪

眼泪流了下来，真后悔。。
真希望你跑回来啊~~

笨蛋：i got a plan, see u wan follow or ignore.

笨蛋打电话来了

笨蛋：去点蜡烛~（去煤气炉点-。-）
我：点了
笨蛋：闭上眼=。=（o.o??)
笨蛋：♫♪祝你生日快乐♫♪ ♫♪祝你生日快乐♫♪ ♫♪祝你生日快乐♫♪ ♫♪祝你生日快乐♫♪
♫♪Happy Birthday to You~♫♪ ♫♪Happy Birthday to You♫♪ ♫♪Happy Birthday to Teddy♫♪ ♫♪Happy Birthday to You~♫♪

笨蛋：许愿吧。。

我。。第一次哭了出来。。-。-”
还真的第一次那么感动。。。

♫♪
想要有直升机
想要和你飞到宇宙去
想要和你融化在一起
融化在宇宙里
我每天每天每天在想想想想著你
这样的甜蜜
让我开始乡相信命运
感谢地心引力
让我碰到你
漂亮的让我面红的可爱女人
温柔的让我心疼的可爱女人
透明的让我感动的可爱女人
坏坏的让我疯狂的可爱女人
♫♪

送你一首歌~
可爱女人

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06/08/2010

Movie with Shawn, Thar, Aaron, Ally, and her elder sis, Hui Ying~ <-- but shorter than Ally-.-
(sure is Ally bully her sis.. Sigh...)

Tekken<-- wat a movie-.-

After the movie, Ally and Hui Ying chiaoz edi.
Shawn brought me to Echo Park shop and call me choose a shirt-.-
He and Jest Jest bought it as my present~ T____________T
1st time got ppl buy me shirt as birthday present~~
But so expensive-.- paiseh dao...
Thx... Love u guys.. and galss.. =.=

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The End..:3

Another Untitled Post

2010-08-01T17:48:00.002+08:00

今天两个roomates 搬走了~
前脚搬走，我后脚就把整个房间清理干净~
抹风扇,扫地，抹地，把不用的东西丢完，洗厕所~

不过。。
右手又开始震了。。
上个星期五，手第一次震回。
我傻眼着o.0""
今天第二次。

无言。。

Ally The Star

一年只有 364 又1/4 天的我

2010-07-26T01:05:00.002+08:00

自己删除了一天。
自己生日的一天。

忘了庆祝生日是什么感觉。
所以害怕了。
逃避了。。

虽然羡慕，甚至妒忌人家生日有庆祝，有蛋糕。
但是却又得不到。
但，
却不想庆祝，
想忘了这天。
每年都逃避着，
关了手机，
把自己锁在自己的世界。

真的，
很怕朋友家人告诉我：生日快乐。
很怕一大班人帮我庆祝。
很怕看到一个蛋糕。
如果真的出现，
我真的会逃离现场。。

所以^^
我人生中，

只有364 1/4天

Why?

2010-07-18T03:44:00.003+08:00

我放不过我自己
转一圈回到了原地
眼泪是一种提醒
我很爱你
让一切归零
我放不过我自己
仍相信爱会有奇迹
人群中我正逃离
我抱着你
我们的爱情
还未完待续

++++++++++++++

我到底在干什么？
变得如此脆弱？
是否已经失去了安全感？
为什么我感觉压力如此巨大？
为什么我又开始戴上了面具？

为什么
冬天下着雨， Winter Is Raining...
夏天流着泪？ Summer Is Crying...

为什么只可以得到安慰奖？

依然

2010-07-16T21:43:00.000+08:00

爱情不是这样的
绝对不是这样的
即使每次都被欺骗
我的心却总呼唤着你

看你一步步逃走
看你一步步挤出
逐渐改变的你
在我心中却越来越重要

如此的爱你
如此的等你
如此被伤害
我的心都不愿离开你

请认可我的爱
我的心永不会变
我的爱情为守护你而来
直到现在我才明白一切

你那温暖的目光
你那温暖的爱恋
逐渐消失不见
在我心中却越来越重要

你爱我吗
你在等我吗
如此的伤心
我都心都不愿离开你

请认可我的爱
我的心永不会变
我的爱情为守护你而来
直到现在我才明白一切
我爱你

有时是爱情有时是泪水
就算如此辛苦我们也要
相爱相爱
我的身边只能有你相伴

一如既往的爱着你
一如既往的等着你
即使欺骗了我的脑袋
也欺骗不了我的心

请认可我的爱
我的心永不会变
我的爱情为守护你而来
直到现在我才明白一切
我爱你

默默无言

2010-07-16T02:47:00.003+08:00

当初不该答应
当初不该认识
假装看不到
无法看到
根本不该看到你
当初应该逃跑
应该装没听到
假装听不到
无法听到
根本不该听到你的爱情

让我悄无声息的明白爱情
把爱情悄无声息的交给我
连空气都充满你的身影
却如此消失

爱情悄无声息的离开我
爱情悄无声息的抛弃我
该说些什么
紧闭的嘴唇
独自恍然若失
悄无声息的来

Show encrypted text

我真的不知道。。

好累好累。。

2010-07-13T02:31:00.002+08:00

Stop dreaming, Teddy,
Your Dream Never Come True.
So please stop dreaming..

Why are you still dreaming?
Wake Up!!

YOUR DREAM WILL NEVER COME TRUE..
NEVER....

Starless night,
Though complaints may cross my lips
I want to believe in your warmth
Endless love, I can love even my faults
Because you are my shining star
You are my shining star

Yet..

Green Roses At Starless Seaside

Watching at the sky..
It's Starless Night...

Showdown 2010

2010-06-24T01:33:00.004+08:00

Today we went to the Showdown~
total 8 of us~
So lucky tat Hussein and Me get 4 more tickets for the Showdown :3
(Me, Kae Jun, Ben, Hussein, Shawn, Aaron, Cassandra and Michelle)

Floor Fever's Way I Are is Fantastic~~ Amazing!! Awesome~~~~
They really are good dancers but not only concentrate on b-boy only.
Seriously, Im their fan since when i start watch Showdown~
AND now we got the chance to know them :3
The leader of Floor Fever is coming to our campus tmr and spare his experience to us.
The members are polite, nice guys too~(They are Malay but attitude not like Malay that we know)

Famous Crew And Floor Fever combine dance together are the best too~
They dance like ONE crew, not like TWO crews in a dance.
I really can't differentiate them who is who when they dance together :3

Oh ya!! Today Famous Crew battle really owned the BATTLE~
We got no choice but to say bye bye to Borneo Crew T__T

------------------------------------------------------------------------------

This is not the end of the post-.-
SHIT happened after the Showdown.
While we are waiting for the Floor Fever crew leader,
Ben was chatting wif another member of FF.
At 1st he intro all of us to tat dude.
Then he was too criticize bout floor fever's stunt and battle.
I mean WTF? pls think who are u 1st b4 u judge or criticize the other.

He also comparing ABDC and Malaysian's B-Boy.
*Super crew's that kid can beat all of the B-boy, he is the best dancer in the WORLD*<-- something like tis..

Alright~ Giller Battle Crew heard that~
And 1 of the GBC member dulan tell him: *talk less than show more**how bout 3 rounds battle?*
If not, fuck off~ Just FUCK OFF~
( I agree in some way.. becoz Ben just insulted and show no respect to Malaysian B-Boy..)

Well, I'm trying to stop that b4 shit happened.
All of us sense something will wrong if Ben keep LC / Crapping / Bullshiting / Big Boom
I told Aaron and Hussein to stop him now.
BUT, It's too late~
Everything happened soooo fucking fast~

B4 i finished tell Hussein, GBC guy come and argue edi.
LUCKY those other pull him away..

Phew...

After that, Hussein settle with GBC crew, i think he did apology or explain to them..
When Me, Kae Jun, Cassandra and Michelle went out coz we want to back earlier and
not joining the Yam Cha wif the leader of Floor Fever.
I meet the dude that chat wif Ben again, I apology to him and explain to him too..
That dude really a nice guy and even joke to us XD

Story End...

Conclusion:
PLS filter your word b4 u say something.
DO NOT say something in wrong place and wrong time.
谦虚一点啦..

This is my 1st time watch live, watch B-boy battle live,watch bboy cypher, saw a lot of amazing dancer, and ofcoz the ALMOST fight thing..

XD peace..

Untitled Post

2010-06-23T03:04:00.003+08:00

SheeSh

A lie

2010-06-18T03:49:00.002+08:00

Ermm..
Thank you for taking care of me since when im sick for whole month.
I'm recovering now.
But..
I hidden the truth from everyone.

I cough out blood for few days since last week when my cough is damn serious.
I told Joslyn when i 1st time cough out blood and she told me not to think so much
maybe it is not blood..
At the 1st day im really not worry at all.
But start from that day, every morning i was woke up by coughing serious.
then i went to toilet and "pui" out the 痰.
OMFG, there is 血丝 in it..
the second day -- same. woke up by coughing, spit out blood spittle.
the thirth day -- nothing
the fourth day -- yes
the fifth day -- yes

This is because i cough until hurt my 喉咙.
I really dun1 you guys to worry me especially you.
So i keep quiet for the whole time until i almost fully recover now =.=

Please forgive this notti Teddy for lying you again.. XD

Mad

2010-06-18T01:52:00.001+08:00

Did you guys heard Mad by Ne-Yo b4?
Well, Me Shawn and Xian decided to choreo LA style aka Lyrical Hip Hop by using this song:3
We choreo this because we are desperate for the prize for Dentyne Dance Competition~~

Briefing for Dentyne Competition
1. Record a 1 minute dance video and post it up.
2. Must involve the moves that they give in your own style.

Seriously~~ This type of hip hop is so hard to choreo-.-
And 3 of us got no experience on it.

So b4 the practice start,
Xian asked me to go piano room to meet her because she want to show me something XD
A Book from Richard Clayderman~
Ermm.. For those who doesnt know Richard Clayderman,
he is one of the world famous piano player that i like so much :3

♫ Balade pour Adeline 水边的阿蒂丽娜 ♫

♫ Mariage D'amour 梦中的婚礼 ♫

I like these 2 songs very much.

Xian played a lot of songs include these 2 and Innoncence by Avril
Whenever I'm hearing ppl playing piano,
i sure will 很投入 to the music although i don't know bout music XD

Opinion:

Balade pour Adeline and Mariage D'amour are soOoOooOoo Mystery and Fantasy~
My heart was following the tempo of the music, and the notes will bring my soul away XD
It's amazing and enjoy to hear Xian play piano ^^

After that, both of us went to meet the other crew members for UCSI got talent performance and our Mad for competition.

After practice for 'talent performance song, most of them went to other place to solve some problem. And Me, Shawn and Xian starting to choreo the moves.
Lucky Advent helped us, teach us and correct us a lot.
And we finally made up something for the front part=.=
Well 好的开始是成功的一半~

As usual, most of crew members go to mamak and start crapping.
Ben <-- leader of crew told me that we have to choreo a solo dance in 2 weeks time
So that we can improve-.-
I decided to learn back Electric Boogaloo style and improve my Waving and Animation,
Then i will choreo for this solo thing~

E.B. Wave Animation Here I Come~

端午节

2010-06-17T02:58:00.005+08:00

哇~
好想念外婆的粽子，
可惜因为考试关系懒得回吧生。。
我roomate和我以前那gang朋友一起约好吃粽子。
我lonely到~
本来是跟瑞娴开玩笑说我想要吃粽子，
哪知道第二天她真的拿来给我=。=
心想：知我也，非你莫属啊~
感动到。。XD

不过我等到今天端午节才吃~
lol~~

第一次蒸粽子-。-”（乱蒸一通）

美丽的肉粽 T______T

__________________________________________
接下来放放一下其他无关的照片XD

Teddy + Shawn 创出的
~瓦煲紫菜清汤快熟面~

左起:Saleh,Jestyne and Teddy创的*Curry鸡肉, Spego Spaghetti, Jestyne煮的ABC soup~

忘了几时一起吃的-。-
不过很有Feel~

回cheras途中在车上吃妈妈的爱心便当~ 感动T.T

Mamak店老板弄的mee goreng pattaya
上面写着Klang Ipoh
Klang是我，Ipoh是以前gang的朋友.

SO, A3 Buddy~ 我在这里吃得挺好的，Don't Worry=。=

Let See.. Aaron the guitar, Sabri the bass and i tak tau his name de drummer

WOW~ I was really stunned when they practicing @@
Just like Hachi 1st time watching Nana practice XD

P/S: Today, heard something that is so fxxking serious.
Tomorrow, i hope there is settlement between them :3

Secret From Teddy

2010-06-16T16:46:00.001+08:00

Emo Teddy

I Can't Read Your Mind But You Can..

2010-06-16T02:57:00.001+08:00

Song Of Our Dance

6th Sense

2010-06-08T00:17:00.000+08:00

Well, Since that she had wrote bout her 6th sense,
i want to write bout mine :3

Everyone had this ability too~
U dream the future for that few seconds, and after that u forget it.
Until the moment the incident happened, u know u see this scene and even cant control to say the same word and the same thinking.

Well, everyone want to dream their prince or princess in their dream,
and even me too. But.. Know wat? It's became the truth.

Title: How do i know you before i meet you?

I dreamt bout you N months ago.
I forget bout it after the next day i woke up.
Until last sunday, when i washing my cup, im thinking bout u.
And suddenly~ POP~ the memory come back!
i remember i dreamt this girl name b4 and i even ask myself who is she?
how come i know her name but i dono this girl?
and after the 5sec of POP, i smile :3
Maybe you or you guys think this just a fake to impress or woo girl,
but u know wat? I know im telling the truth, and i hope u believe it too XD

So who is the person that i dream?
My dream become true?

♥
♥
♥
♥
♥
♥♥
♥♥♥
♥♥♥♥
♥♥♥♥♥
♥♥♥♥♥
♥♥♥♥
♥♥♥
♥♥
♥
♥
♥

It's you.. 瑞娴

Sheesh..

2010-06-04T02:04:00.000+08:00

忘了是怎么开始,
也许就是对你,
有一种感觉.
忽然间发现自己,
已深深爱上你,
真的很简单.

一个微笑就能使雨停歇,
实在令人难以置信.

我曾在孤寂的地方迷失自我
实在令人难以置信
就像昨天发生而已，但又感觉恍如隔世
现在我相信......这一切将会向好的发展

有位天使在我身旁,
占据我的心房.
一个微笑就教人义无反顾,
实在令人难以置信.
但那位天使呼唤着我,
直达我的心底.

我知道......这一切将会向好的发展
这次一定错不了
这是我的唯一心愿
每次呼吸我都感到焕然一新
妳敲开我的心扉

我曾在孤寂的地方迷失自我
实在令人难以置信
就像昨天发生而已，但又感觉恍如隔世
现在我相信......这一切将会向好的发展

Day after day
Time pass away
N' I just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows
I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I can't find
The courage to show
To letting you know
I've never felt so much love before
And once again I'm thinking about
Night after night
I hear myself say
Why can't this feeling just fade away
There's no one like you
You speak to my heart
Its such a shame we're worlds apart
I'm too shy to ask
I'm too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

Taking the easy way out
But if I let you go
I will never know
What my life would be
Holding you close to me
Will I ever see
You smiling back at me
How will I know
If I let you go

很想说声对不起。。

2010-05-31T02:18:00.000+08:00

对不起。。
我真的不懂如何说话。
伤了你。。
自卑的我却又想要拥抱你。

矛盾。。

A Test

2010-05-30T05:21:00.000+08:00

Well,
Actually is nothing but some sort related to the last post.

Today i been tested by a fren of her.
Erm, i try to type the whole story in conversation.

Situation: Her fren house (a girl named as Jest)
Person: 2 (me and Jest)

Why i went to her house: went to her house and take the brelunch

when she was hanging clothes, she suddenly said...

Jest: Hey, how u think about her ha?
Teddy: huh? @@
Jest: I mean 你觉得她怎样？
Teddy: er.. okay lo.. (sense something strange edi)
Jest: jst only okay meh?
Teddy: Abo 你要我讲什么哦？
很好咯~XD<-- telling in laughing way
Jest: i mean 不是跳舞方面啦。
Teddy: i know i know, （trying to act duno wat she asking and answer differently)
she's good ar, u, joslyn, thar and the FN crew girls are all very good wat..
u gals treat us vry nice and sweet ar~ care us vry much too.
Jest: .... =.=

Well-.- i think she knew i was escaping the conversation-.-
and i realize quite a number of person felt my feeling towards her edi.

But, i think 1 of my crew mate also woo ing her.
everyday phone her, sms her.
a lot of good guy woo ing her, and i jst a normal guy.
maybe i shall give up? stay away from her?
hmm...

我平凡无奇，而你像灿烂星星让我担心，
明明很爱你，
明明想靠近。
但是你身边游人同花总是拥挤，
我凭什么意义打败情敌？
感大声说要做你的唯一。。

因为我只是个soso的男生~

Suddenly

2010-05-27T02:39:00.000+08:00

Well, suddenly so emo, want to type something on this blog.
Since my sister show my mom about my blog last time,
i don't have any more mood and can't feel safety to type things here.

A lot of thing happened,
friends came and went away,
just like wind blew..

Let talk bout my college life,
1 word, --> suck <-- Why? Becoz this school is damn boring. *Yawn* No activities, everyday go school and back. Don't have the passion to study also. Let talk bout my club life, 1 word, --> awesome <--
i joined dance club, met a lot of new friends from different countries,
different course, different background, different ages, different story.
We success to bring the club from dead to life. XD
From less than 5 members to 15+- old members and 50+ new members this semester.
We also won a champion lately, so proud of it. :3
But 1 problem gone, 3 problems appeared.

1. Cold war among some crewmates.
2. We need to be mentor/teacher to new student, but we are not pro enough.
3. Will be find out tomolo, maybe going to more problem.
Here is the picture took after the competition~

Well, hope we can solve the in-house problem before the audition for UCSI got talent,
and the future performance. :3

Let talk bout Friend
I miss my 2nd family- A3 XD
Duno what they did recently,
did they miss me when im nt around? :3
Naaah.. I don't think so. Im nt important at all XD

How bout my UCSI frens?
well.. they abandon me.
Friend steal friends, kick me out from gang.
Alone In UCSI life every single day~ *phew*

Oh Ya! there's a girl i need to mention bout XD
The only one that call my chinese name in UCSI (except Sayyew)
And im calling her chinese name too~
She got a nice name --> 瑞娴 <--
我发觉她跟我一样喜欢同样几首歌。

When on the journey to HICT Klang for the competition,
I was quite emo when I'm on the bus ( coz although back hometown but can't back home lar)
She sit beside me, and i start singing quietly while on the bus to Klang.
She sing with me quietly too ( so that didnt kacau other crewmates rest)

*I don't want to close my eyes, don't want to fall asleep
coz i miss you baby, and i don't wanna miss a thing*

*I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feeling so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know*

This incident happened..
B4 i know she's music student,
B4 i know she like this two songs.

*Who is she o?*
Well, she's a cute cute girl~
She's sweet, caring, adorable, cute, funny.
Sometimes i felt like part of our attitude are similiar,
our thinking are same, bla bla bla, unexplainable feeling.

* u like her?*
Hmm.. After I'm thinking for the whole day
I think my answer is *Yes*

But, who the fxxking hell I am?
I'm just a normal guy that notice her in crowd,
But she's a girl that shine in the crowd without noticed me :3

Everyday got few boys surrounding her, date her, chat with her.
How the hell the person like a small size Teddy going to defeat the other 情敌?
Stop dreaming, Teddy,
Your Dream Never Come True.

What is really going on on me?!

2010-03-25T03:32:00.000+08:00

What happened?
Why am I feeling empty so much?
Why i feel that i'm so lonely?
Why I feel so sad?...

Why is everyone that i love ain't love me?
Why is everyone that i like running away from me?
Why are u guys stealing my frens?
I'm tired..

想念

2009-11-22T13:45:00.000+08:00

Wah.. This 2 pictures is took when we back from our graduate trips : Pangkor~
Well.. that time we still havent gaduh, all of us so innocence..(perhaps -,-)

u so cute lar wei..
I think tis picture took at Station 1 right?
1 of our gathering.
But now gathering u alwayz absent, i think almost all..
I didnt told sek hon kathy ss them my real feeling when i know u are nt coming.
I really shi wang actually XD coz more than half year didnt c u, didnt talk to u
well..
Sorry..
Oh! Sek Sek's birthday~
celebrated in Sunway red box
and took picture everywhr-.-
walau them.. 1st time 大頭貼 lol~
duno hw to post..
but i bring these few pics everyday..
kind pretty and leng zai rite? my best fren^^
Thx to Ee lee, Kathy, Li Mei~
Edited those photos until so nice~
i remember that time Sek Sek and me jst stand behind and giv opinion XD

Well, this year 2009 Nov 7,
im wearing a no.7
presented 7 biji pao
lol~
semua 7
swt-.- y i so childish..
well..
even kathy birthday u oso didnt present..
really..
miss u?
or..
Sorry..

About Camp's Photos

2009-09-26T02:51:00.001+08:00

Some group photos taken in camp that i went on June 27th~28th
Really fun and enjoyed
Gained a lot of experience~

Well :)
that what i did on that camp.
Yes, that me. Don't doubt about it XD
Courage~ Courage~ Courage~

^^Y